Today so far, is not feeling as utopian-esk as yesterday. It's seriously not that bad. It still sucks a little. I'm feeling sad that people keep telling me that I belong on social services, and not that I should have a job. I would love it if disability were a functioning program that helped people instead of oppressing them. I would also love it if UBI were a reality, and not social services: because social services is a program for SOME PEOPLE but not ALL PEOPLE, which makes it a discriminatory way of insulting people. I want disability to recognize me, but I want it to be a helpful program. I'm feeling upset thinking about what people are offering me for possibilities for my future, this isn't what I'm looking for.