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Jun. 11th, 2025 08:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiEverything is a nightmare. This species deserves to die out.
Exhausted from chest pains amoung other problems: why are you handing more problems to someone with chest pains? I literally don't care if you sit me at a register with a chair for a few hours, but all of life is just, "If you're going to do something, you have to do too much of it." 40 hours a week? I mean, if you are healthy or whatever, I guess maybe whatever. But if you are going from no job to a job, then 40 hours a week is an absolute take over, and it's completely unnecessary in 2025. Machines can do anything, what's wrong with taking a backseat for a minute?
You want me to build a machine? Good news! I want me to build a machine too! I'm super into engineering, but you know what I'm not into, high frequency noises, and high decibel levels. And I'm also not into gangs of thugs that kidnap people, especially if they are claiming they can do it legally.
I'm exhausted from bad health, and trying to talk to people where I'm not being heard, where.. my problems are being told to me, even though I know what my problems are, and you are not listening... let me try to tell you: "you know what your problem is? You don't get enough sun." But you are covered in sunburn. That's what my life is like right now.
Just general common sense being broken around me in every direction.
I am already miserable because I have chest pains, and there are actual efforts to make my life worse, and it just works, because I'm sensitive. Get your chest sliced open and hooked up to a bunch of machines, you are going to want to deal with machines different probably, who knows.
Do I know machines less because obviously I have problems like memory etc since you disconnect the nervous system in that way it's going to have some effects, or do I know the machines better because I have been so attached to them.... the most fun and annoying question of my life that will never be answered as true as gender is.
I'm going for a walk soon, I'll be listening to music. I don't need to go, but I do think it's reasonable to do. I'm just tired of an organization that actually did kidnap me, still being around, still saying they can do it anytime: there are no heart surgery recipient thugs. There are sick people looking for medical attention, and the police are going out of their way to make sure that the people already having the worst time, are having as bad of a time as is plausible.
Exhausted from chest pains amoung other problems: why are you handing more problems to someone with chest pains? I literally don't care if you sit me at a register with a chair for a few hours, but all of life is just, "If you're going to do something, you have to do too much of it." 40 hours a week? I mean, if you are healthy or whatever, I guess maybe whatever. But if you are going from no job to a job, then 40 hours a week is an absolute take over, and it's completely unnecessary in 2025. Machines can do anything, what's wrong with taking a backseat for a minute?
You want me to build a machine? Good news! I want me to build a machine too! I'm super into engineering, but you know what I'm not into, high frequency noises, and high decibel levels. And I'm also not into gangs of thugs that kidnap people, especially if they are claiming they can do it legally.
I'm exhausted from bad health, and trying to talk to people where I'm not being heard, where.. my problems are being told to me, even though I know what my problems are, and you are not listening... let me try to tell you: "you know what your problem is? You don't get enough sun." But you are covered in sunburn. That's what my life is like right now.
Just general common sense being broken around me in every direction.
I am already miserable because I have chest pains, and there are actual efforts to make my life worse, and it just works, because I'm sensitive. Get your chest sliced open and hooked up to a bunch of machines, you are going to want to deal with machines different probably, who knows.
Do I know machines less because obviously I have problems like memory etc since you disconnect the nervous system in that way it's going to have some effects, or do I know the machines better because I have been so attached to them.... the most fun and annoying question of my life that will never be answered as true as gender is.
I'm going for a walk soon, I'll be listening to music. I don't need to go, but I do think it's reasonable to do. I'm just tired of an organization that actually did kidnap me, still being around, still saying they can do it anytime: there are no heart surgery recipient thugs. There are sick people looking for medical attention, and the police are going out of their way to make sure that the people already having the worst time, are having as bad of a time as is plausible.
