sennashi_dorei

Been an alright day. Checked out a museum -- it was Saturday, so I wanted it to be like a Saturday, and decided to do that! I'm feeling awkward about posting online very specifically about where I'm going, so talking in detail isn't that easy. I've actually had this problem about quite a lot of things: often, I'm one of those: "less is more" sort of people.. particularly in describing some things. I would say that leaving levels of ambiguity allows for aspects of creativity/imagination, or for conversation building. Recently, I think about the conversations that I randomly happen across, and they are never so common. In my daily occurrences of things, I may meet one or two people every now and then, but it's just a casual conversation that never carries into anything. Generally, it seems reasonable that friendships etc are established especially through introduction. Many folks spend so much time on social media these days... and technically, this is social media, so back at it again! It is not my desire to be anti social media exactly, except that it is just so darn trendy, it makes me want to stay away. Thankfully, this place is at least slightly more alternative than many of the mainstreams.

My desires in interacting with the internet and publishing tend to look like having a variety of places where different types of dialogues are held. This place is maintaining some very annoying topics, that would be better for my quality of living, if were not occurring. I could spend my efforts in posting here, or anywhere at all, completely avoiding what is happening internally - just keep thinking: so the argument is to suffer silently so that everyone else doesn't have to be annoyed by listening to what's going on. ...you have no idea.

Tomorrow may be a take it easy sort of day. Looking for things to do and people to hang out with in the MD area. Don't know how long I will be in the area. It's not my desire to leave, nothing is going my way at all, and I don't mind some amount of compromise, but this is quite beyond that.