Failing at a good life

I'm not a bad person, and I know it. Like everyone on the planet, I do actions that others would describe as imperfect, even I would describe them as such. I'm very tired today. I just want to rest forever more. Everything seems like it can only get worse.

I try to imagine how things can get better from here, and I just don't know. I don't think I did that much to make things be the way that they currently are. Like nothing but unfair treatment.