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If you knew me in real life, maybe between the ranges of 10-15 years ago.. I mean, in some cases even longer ago, you might not like me for how I can act sometimes. It's odd to say that it's been more under control recently, but technically, my pain levels have been mostly way better, this past year than the past 2 or 3 before. I wish I were being really treated like a citizen. I'm tired of being told that I don't deserve a quality life.

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health post:

steps today: roughly 12,000 (pretty much my daily average for the past week)

These days, I think I have more energy than ever, and I think I greatly owe it to the pool. I have lots of blips of badness here and there, but literally, everything, is still way better than 21-22 era. Health is just generally seeming better, I just wish the pain were more under control, and also that when people went out of their way to talk to me, they used respect. I roughly have very few people doing that.

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Sometimes, I feel like I'm really not good at humaning. "Reach out these tentacles at this time" (but I never do. ) I'm trapped in isolation aloud, both comfortable and not, all at once.