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Feeling much better than yesterday so far. Today I'm running an errand, helping a friend get some medicines.

Being Amish is difficult when it seems like no one else is.

For the month of September, I've decided not to do video streaming on the internet, and I feel very isolated. I actually really enjoy chat conversations, and have decided that chat conversations are still ok, and so is voice. But I can't often find the voice conversations I'm looking for, I think I need some new apps for that. I found a community of people through video streaming, so I miss my new friends. I figured it would be nice to take a step back for a month, because I made so many friends on basic text and photo versions of social media, I figure why not take a minute to talk to these buddies: but it turns out, they're not really around. And I completely understand why they wouldn't want to respond to me: I'm hardly active on the platform.. I read what people are saying, and tell myself: "No, I'm not going to respond, I'm not even going to interact." And I find it very difficult to fight, I prefer being the quiet one: so much so that my tiny network here pleases me greatly. I miss video streaming.