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Day is starting out ok.
Dec. 19th, 2024 07:23 amWoke up about 6 AM, got a really nice night's sleep. I had some bad insomnia surrounding my echo appointment, but now I'm sleeping great, and very happy about that. Watched the AoT video: I've actually already done the first few steps of today's project on a 16x grid where I don't have the space to do the final step, but I have made that shape before, and finally understand what is being gone for with the hybrid hexagon defining thing. That's cool.
...today's project actually seems highly reasonable to attempt, but I'm not up for it just yet. I don't know how many 24x grids I have left: I think I folded about 30 to begin with... I can think of at least 5 that have torn centers now due to whatever keeps making that happen, and day2 project, I attempted twice just to get to the 60% done piece.
I really have to get more large paper... actually lucked out in the first place that I had the large paper available, working with squarefoot paper is less than a year in of practice for me, so, cool that I found it in time for this year. I think once the new year starts, I'll probably.. instead of going back to the past month's pieces, I will do more of the previous year 16x projects.. and then go to 24x later maybe.. but it's actually possible that I will finish today's piece before the 25th, just not definite.
I have something to be excited for today... that's roughly what I'm using to define goodness, for me, is "things to look forward to" ... it's a little odd, because, that just means, wanting a predictive capability, and also wanting it to be accurate. You can have goodness where you are, but if it's literally about to completely dissipate which is what I'm looking at right now, then it's like, you don't even have it in the first place, even if it's right there.
I'm pretty upset about how stupid so much is.
...today's project actually seems highly reasonable to attempt, but I'm not up for it just yet. I don't know how many 24x grids I have left: I think I folded about 30 to begin with... I can think of at least 5 that have torn centers now due to whatever keeps making that happen, and day2 project, I attempted twice just to get to the 60% done piece.
I really have to get more large paper... actually lucked out in the first place that I had the large paper available, working with squarefoot paper is less than a year in of practice for me, so, cool that I found it in time for this year. I think once the new year starts, I'll probably.. instead of going back to the past month's pieces, I will do more of the previous year 16x projects.. and then go to 24x later maybe.. but it's actually possible that I will finish today's piece before the 25th, just not definite.
I have something to be excited for today... that's roughly what I'm using to define goodness, for me, is "things to look forward to" ... it's a little odd, because, that just means, wanting a predictive capability, and also wanting it to be accurate. You can have goodness where you are, but if it's literally about to completely dissipate which is what I'm looking at right now, then it's like, you don't even have it in the first place, even if it's right there.
I'm pretty upset about how stupid so much is.
