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RAM theory and a broken tooth
Feb. 25th, 2025 04:36 pmI bet everyone knows about RAM theory, these days, I think it's just inherent knowledge: I'm super big on it.
Anyway. My main social network chamber feels sort of heavy on RAM: difficult to utilize talking to some groups. At the same time, I love it, it reminds me of a true aquarium, humans really are fish.
So now, my broken tooth: sorry for the complaint earlier, it sucks, but you know what doesn't? I have a dentist appointment tomorrow!!! Usually when I go to the dentist, I have to take antibiotics before they will see me, I am anticipating that to happen tomorrow also. So, they may not be able to fix it right away. The last few times that I had broken teeth, they had to be fully extracted, I really hope they can save this one.
Aside from the broken tooth, not the worse day. Had a fun day with the Jazz music. Also have a new punk CD. Last night was VERY rough. I had a half an hour where going to the hospital made sense, and I was seriously getting ready to get over there, when very suddenly, the chest pains just stopped! That was great. Sucks that I spent most of my afternoon with chest pains, and that I had a half an hour with severe chest pains, but at least it just... went away!! That's why they can't catch it. I should really have some imaging/recording equipment nearby: might help a lot of people.
There's a person in the neighborhood that seems like they need help. TBH, a bunch of people in the neighborhood seem like they need help. I'm usually always talking about the disabled community.. there's definitely a few members of the disabled community around here, that seriously seem like they are in a similar place to myself: this is uncool.
Well, there's one person in the neighborhood in particular that actually just comes up to me! Oh, I'm lonely!! I need friends. I worry though, I think this person could have a drug problem? I don't know it for a fact, they walk around with a glass pipe, and I see them smoking sometimes.
Ah, regular are the times that I have anticipated that I could be a drug rehabilitation councilor: but it's scary! I worry about getting shot with a needle or drugged up myself, whatever: I'm not carrying around any narcan, but maybe I should!
I was invited for a walk today with that person, and I sort of wanted to go, but I felt scared. And even if I didn't have suspicions of drugs: I'm not sure how I would respond to some random person walking up to me and just wanting to hang out. Pretty much, most people I have ever met, I have met through some form of introduction, where in this case, that is definitely missing. And with the added element of the internet these days, it is a bit like: an extra layer of reality to deal with? You meet someone online, somehow it feels safer to meet them in the real world, than to meet them in person first, often, these days!
你有好的日！
Anyway. My main social network chamber feels sort of heavy on RAM: difficult to utilize talking to some groups. At the same time, I love it, it reminds me of a true aquarium, humans really are fish.
So now, my broken tooth: sorry for the complaint earlier, it sucks, but you know what doesn't? I have a dentist appointment tomorrow!!! Usually when I go to the dentist, I have to take antibiotics before they will see me, I am anticipating that to happen tomorrow also. So, they may not be able to fix it right away. The last few times that I had broken teeth, they had to be fully extracted, I really hope they can save this one.
Aside from the broken tooth, not the worse day. Had a fun day with the Jazz music. Also have a new punk CD. Last night was VERY rough. I had a half an hour where going to the hospital made sense, and I was seriously getting ready to get over there, when very suddenly, the chest pains just stopped! That was great. Sucks that I spent most of my afternoon with chest pains, and that I had a half an hour with severe chest pains, but at least it just... went away!! That's why they can't catch it. I should really have some imaging/recording equipment nearby: might help a lot of people.
There's a person in the neighborhood that seems like they need help. TBH, a bunch of people in the neighborhood seem like they need help. I'm usually always talking about the disabled community.. there's definitely a few members of the disabled community around here, that seriously seem like they are in a similar place to myself: this is uncool.
Well, there's one person in the neighborhood in particular that actually just comes up to me! Oh, I'm lonely!! I need friends. I worry though, I think this person could have a drug problem? I don't know it for a fact, they walk around with a glass pipe, and I see them smoking sometimes.
Ah, regular are the times that I have anticipated that I could be a drug rehabilitation councilor: but it's scary! I worry about getting shot with a needle or drugged up myself, whatever: I'm not carrying around any narcan, but maybe I should!
I was invited for a walk today with that person, and I sort of wanted to go, but I felt scared. And even if I didn't have suspicions of drugs: I'm not sure how I would respond to some random person walking up to me and just wanting to hang out. Pretty much, most people I have ever met, I have met through some form of introduction, where in this case, that is definitely missing. And with the added element of the internet these days, it is a bit like: an extra layer of reality to deal with? You meet someone online, somehow it feels safer to meet them in the real world, than to meet them in person first, often, these days!
你有好的日！
