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Jul. 5th, 2025
Well the day got much better, but the reasons for the bad start, what the hell? The GROCERY STORE SECURITY GUARD beat two people to blood, it's the same thing as last year. A role of security is the most useless dangerous stupid shoes ever. And yet, my chest was sliced open and that was a good thing. I hate being alive when I think about this.
There's nothing secure about trying to legally allow someone to be violent.
Ergh.
Went to the pool, did 8 laps. They are super slow, I just can't do much, but I think the swimming must be much better than the walking for now.
Everything just seems like it can do nothing but turn horrible and worse and worse, it doesn't seem like there's anything good about being alive. The focus on work is so heavy, and I already know that I am working: you could restrict my schedule a bit and it would be alright, but it just seems like slavery is what people are actually after.
There's nothing secure about trying to legally allow someone to be violent.
Ergh.
Went to the pool, did 8 laps. They are super slow, I just can't do much, but I think the swimming must be much better than the walking for now.
Everything just seems like it can do nothing but turn horrible and worse and worse, it doesn't seem like there's anything good about being alive. The focus on work is so heavy, and I already know that I am working: you could restrict my schedule a bit and it would be alright, but it just seems like slavery is what people are actually after.