Today ended up being a really weird day. I was feeling exhausted, I guess 15 laps is a lot, might have to tone that down. Opted not to go to the pool, but had a nice time anyway. A little sad to miss out. Next week will be a trip to New York for the weekend! I'm excited, but scared about my health. I told my doctor, so no issues there. I'm excited to see my friends, I would call out who I'm seeing but I am not good at those kinds of posts.
I will be seeing some old friends, and in my own way, I'd love to call out folks, can do! yaaah.
Anyway. I had a doctor appointment today, scary and productive feeling. The continued "I'm being worked on" thing... they are trying, like really trying to work with me about the issues that I'm complaining about, so I'm trying to be grateful, and work with them as best I can, also.
I'm so afraid the scary stuff is going to come back. Well, when I got my surgery, I was dealing with palpitations and shortness of breath for a long time, and once chest pains set in, it was time for the operation... that was how we did it. Now is different, I'm dealing with chest pains without shortness of breath and palpitations issues, and I definitely miss the other problems, this is not fun, and I'm worried I'm going to live with chest pains for the rest of my life. It doesn't feel worth surgery, but the last time I got surgery, it fixed the chest pains. Not a fun place to be.
Thanks 医者チーム！
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