A nice day.
Sep. 16th, 2024 05:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiGotta come up with a better caption than that, right?
It really was! It turned out so much better than I thought it would. I played one of my favourite games many times! Got to hang out in fun ways. I hate going into details, I only do it from time to time.
Problems: Sirens keep blaring around me, and I constantly feel threatened because I've been locked up so many times. This is exactly a caste system.
Smaller: Wanted to go to the thrift store, but checked the internet before departing for it, and it was closed.
Moving on: I think I'll be done with driving soon. I probably don't have a job because I have a car, and there's probably enough ableist assholes on the planet that there are people arguing that I shouldn't be driving, so if they keep me from having money, then they keep me off the road. Not only are they winning, I practically agree with them. There are better ways to make my life be. Ugh.
Try to find some highlight:It's difficult. Everyone is right when they say I'm psychologically damaged to some extent, but given that repeating the exact details of what happened in 2008 is not my regular routine, it's not as bad as you might think. Japan remains to be this point of amazingness in my life. My health was great, and so was my QOL. Studying Japanese was super fun, and sometimes I'm a little sad to be moving on in different ways, but I try to go back sometimes. It's not that bad being back except all these damn sirens. And I'm a little sad that I still haven't mastered the art of hanging out with people: particularly hanging out with people, and sharing about it on the internet.. what a nice skill that would be.
It really was! It turned out so much better than I thought it would. I played one of my favourite games many times! Got to hang out in fun ways. I hate going into details, I only do it from time to time.
Problems: Sirens keep blaring around me, and I constantly feel threatened because I've been locked up so many times. This is exactly a caste system.
Smaller: Wanted to go to the thrift store, but checked the internet before departing for it, and it was closed.
Moving on: I think I'll be done with driving soon. I probably don't have a job because I have a car, and there's probably enough ableist assholes on the planet that there are people arguing that I shouldn't be driving, so if they keep me from having money, then they keep me off the road. Not only are they winning, I practically agree with them. There are better ways to make my life be. Ugh.
Try to find some highlight:It's difficult. Everyone is right when they say I'm psychologically damaged to some extent, but given that repeating the exact details of what happened in 2008 is not my regular routine, it's not as bad as you might think. Japan remains to be this point of amazingness in my life. My health was great, and so was my QOL. Studying Japanese was super fun, and sometimes I'm a little sad to be moving on in different ways, but I try to go back sometimes. It's not that bad being back except all these damn sirens. And I'm a little sad that I still haven't mastered the art of hanging out with people: particularly hanging out with people, and sharing about it on the internet.. what a nice skill that would be.
