Memories and pain.
Sep. 17th, 2024 08:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiThis is unfortunately one of my favourite topics? Today was such a good health day, I was completely able to forget about pain at all, for much of the day. I didn't think about heart surgery, or bad things, nice day.
I was flipping through some old photos, and I have a hobby of taking selfies.. this includes when I'm in pain. Sometimes I take pictures when I'm in pain, and do my best to hide it, and see what happens. It's a funny experiment.. but as I said, there were two atrocious days last week, and I took at least one picture.. as soon as I came up to that picture, I remembered instantaneously about the pain that I was in when it was taken. Oh it was horrible, but if I look back now, I just think "how sad." Well, another funny thing is, sometimes I take pictures where I'm feeling well, and if you saw the picture, I bet you'd think I wasn't feeling well! I guess you'd just call that a bad picture? Sometimes it matches, and sometimes it doesn't. There's just a few photos in particular where as soon as I see it, I know what was happening, and why I took that picture. There was one that I took after leaving an emergency room from a very seriously bad day.. I could actually see some version of shock on my face. Ah, trying to forget pain and move on. What a great day.
I was flipping through some old photos, and I have a hobby of taking selfies.. this includes when I'm in pain. Sometimes I take pictures when I'm in pain, and do my best to hide it, and see what happens. It's a funny experiment.. but as I said, there were two atrocious days last week, and I took at least one picture.. as soon as I came up to that picture, I remembered instantaneously about the pain that I was in when it was taken. Oh it was horrible, but if I look back now, I just think "how sad." Well, another funny thing is, sometimes I take pictures where I'm feeling well, and if you saw the picture, I bet you'd think I wasn't feeling well! I guess you'd just call that a bad picture? Sometimes it matches, and sometimes it doesn't. There's just a few photos in particular where as soon as I see it, I know what was happening, and why I took that picture. There was one that I took after leaving an emergency room from a very seriously bad day.. I could actually see some version of shock on my face. Ah, trying to forget pain and move on. What a great day.
