It's not the last Saturday night of my life, but somehow it feels like it is.
I have not been using a lot of social media lately, mostly just this site, and I am not very good at being social on this site.
It feels like I need to place more effort into being social: but I have no idea what to do, to make it so. I'm not so interested in bars or whatever. Listening to music could be ok if the decibel level is alright, but I've often found that it is not. I partially want a job for social reasons: regular characters in my life, ah how nice. I miss working so much, but I can't just give all my time to applying endlessly, these folks have got to figure something out too.
I feel very lonely indeed, and I keep trying to message people, barely receiving responses. There is an easy solution in a streaming app, but some people there are very rude, and for whatever reason, my hiatus is still on-going. I feel like a very lame person: it would be so nice if someone just invited me to hang out in the evening. I guess I could say that I miss the bar in Gifu. Or Karaoke!!! I seriously miss some karaoke. I found some near by places that are doing karaoke tonight, but going by myself could be done, though is just not what I'm looking for.
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Date: 2024-10-05 10:43 pm (UTC)I have not been using a lot of social media lately, mostly just this site, and I am not very good at being social on this site.
It feels like I need to place more effort into being social: but I have no idea what to do, to make it so. I'm not so interested in bars or whatever. Listening to music could be ok if the decibel level is alright, but I've often found that it is not. I partially want a job for social reasons: regular characters in my life, ah how nice. I miss working so much, but I can't just give all my time to applying endlessly, these folks have got to figure something out too.
I feel very lonely indeed, and I keep trying to message people, barely receiving responses. There is an easy solution in a streaming app, but some people there are very rude, and for whatever reason, my hiatus is still on-going. I feel like a very lame person: it would be so nice if someone just invited me to hang out in the evening. I guess I could say that I miss the bar in Gifu. Or Karaoke!!! I seriously miss some karaoke. I found some near by places that are doing karaoke tonight, but going by myself could be done, though is just not what I'm looking for.