Ah, some days are truly a struggle.
Oct. 19th, 2024 07:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiMy health feels basically perfect today: I can pretend I didn't have HS!
But I wanted to talk about a post I made the other day, where I was very upset, and reported my pain level at 1.5. While it is reasonably true that the pain level was sorta low, it is also true that in my last visit to the ER, the nurse asked what my pain level was when I was there, and I reported it as a 1.3, but if I look back in memory, that 1.3 was definitely way higher than my pain level at the time I reported the 1.5. They both felt like accurate reportings at the times I made them, but this is pretty much the best I can do.
Something I'm sort of working on: I'm sorta trying as best I can to express that if someone gets HS, it is expected there might still be some issues, so if I make a PL(pain level) reporting below 3, it's pretty much: "This seriously sucks, but basically is expected because HS is that serious". And I seriously despise the government currently, because with the amounts and types of pains that I regularly go through currently, I am absolutely disabled. The government is a lying bag of cunts that should be set on fire for making the lives more difficult of those already dealing with difficulties.
I once made a pain posting on here of lvl 5, if I look back in time, I'd downgrade it to a 2.5. I'd also call kidney stones at the time of needing to go to the emergency room, around a 6.
But I wanted to talk about a post I made the other day, where I was very upset, and reported my pain level at 1.5. While it is reasonably true that the pain level was sorta low, it is also true that in my last visit to the ER, the nurse asked what my pain level was when I was there, and I reported it as a 1.3, but if I look back in memory, that 1.3 was definitely way higher than my pain level at the time I reported the 1.5. They both felt like accurate reportings at the times I made them, but this is pretty much the best I can do.
Something I'm sort of working on: I'm sorta trying as best I can to express that if someone gets HS, it is expected there might still be some issues, so if I make a PL(pain level) reporting below 3, it's pretty much: "This seriously sucks, but basically is expected because HS is that serious". And I seriously despise the government currently, because with the amounts and types of pains that I regularly go through currently, I am absolutely disabled. The government is a lying bag of cunts that should be set on fire for making the lives more difficult of those already dealing with difficulties.
I once made a pain posting on here of lvl 5, if I look back in time, I'd downgrade it to a 2.5. I'd also call kidney stones at the time of needing to go to the emergency room, around a 6.
