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[sennashi_dorei]

Mostly chest pain free for 3-4 days now. Today, I feel concerned that I could get chest pains, which is a common feeling for me over the past few years.

Last night, I tried to go to a soup kitchen that I've been checking out, but they literally served gruel: they are discriminating: I am disabled, and they are asking disabled people to have bad lives, so I welcome them to join me. It's not difficult to give respect, but you're all failing at it anyway.

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[sennashi_dorei]

The Soup Kitchen Saga is not going to turn out well. I should just remove my bad review of that night, but I'll leave it as a cover page. They do pretty good most nights: it often feels contentious, and I wonder to myself, "Does resolution exist here?"

[sennashi_dorei]

The great news is: my PLs are off the charts low, comparatively to last year.

I have had a few veeeery bad episodes this year: one was about as bad as some of last year's worse days, and it was insanely scarier, because absolutely no physical activity lead to it. I woke up in excruciating pain. I really thought that I might be dying. I tried to seek medical care.. there was a medical van down the street, I stopped in... but they acted like it was no big deal. I thought about going to the ER... I didn't feel safe to get most ways... I ended up deciding to walk... a mile and a half.... and... by the time I made it there, I felt fine enough that checking into the ER felt stupid, so I just went on with my day, probably did about 3 miles walking... but it was a horrible day.