Live in the hospital
Mar. 10th, 2025 03:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiGet to the hospital, complain about not being free. Get out of the hospital, complain about not receiving medical care. They tell me they hospitalize me for mental reasons, but I have serious physical health problems.
I'm just a little tired. I walked about a mile and a half today, not too bad, might do more later.
Checked on some insurance info, and they say my insurance is in effect, so I think to try to contact some medical care provider. I'm a heart surgery recipient: it's like top of the line in need care, nothing can be done. The best I can do is offer to work with healthcare providers to try to find solutions to problems which I don't know will happen in my lifetime.
Is it even a good thing to forget that a heart surgery happened? I used to pretend that I didn't think about it, I did that for about 10-15 years, as long as the problems weren't too bad, I wouldn't mention it. There are no solutions here, being alive is miserable.
I'm just a little tired. I walked about a mile and a half today, not too bad, might do more later.
Checked on some insurance info, and they say my insurance is in effect, so I think to try to contact some medical care provider. I'm a heart surgery recipient: it's like top of the line in need care, nothing can be done. The best I can do is offer to work with healthcare providers to try to find solutions to problems which I don't know will happen in my lifetime.
Is it even a good thing to forget that a heart surgery happened? I used to pretend that I didn't think about it, I did that for about 10-15 years, as long as the problems weren't too bad, I wouldn't mention it. There are no solutions here, being alive is miserable.
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Date: 2025-03-10 08:07 pm (UTC)