"Testing out my body"
May. 24th, 2025 08:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiI've been in it for almost 40 years now, you'd think I wouldn't be doing test runs anymore!
It's that damn HS thing, makes me feel unconfident about the results any day.
I had a great time yesterday, stayed out maybe about 4 hours or so.
Today, I'm thinking I'll leave within an hour or two.. I have an origami workshop that I'm running at 4 PM.
They have made space where I can rest, but I want to not rest if I don't have to.
Although, I would love rest from these stupid sirens that keep running. It's not even 9 in the morning, and I have heard at least 5 go off. The high frequency bothers me, and they are annoying. I'm exhausted from hearing them, especially with all the stupid stuff the authorities have put me through. These people are nothing more than gang members as far as I can tell. If I have a complaint about something, it is not taken seriously. They have helped me just a few times, but generally, particularly after last year when I was arrested without crime, I just have to wonder how I got casted for Looney Tunes.
I don't like myself either. There are some difficulties about this weekend that I'm likely just stuck with forever. It is horrible to be me. I just do the best I can every day, while society tells me it's not good enough.
It's that damn HS thing, makes me feel unconfident about the results any day.
I had a great time yesterday, stayed out maybe about 4 hours or so.
Today, I'm thinking I'll leave within an hour or two.. I have an origami workshop that I'm running at 4 PM.
They have made space where I can rest, but I want to not rest if I don't have to.
Although, I would love rest from these stupid sirens that keep running. It's not even 9 in the morning, and I have heard at least 5 go off. The high frequency bothers me, and they are annoying. I'm exhausted from hearing them, especially with all the stupid stuff the authorities have put me through. These people are nothing more than gang members as far as I can tell. If I have a complaint about something, it is not taken seriously. They have helped me just a few times, but generally, particularly after last year when I was arrested without crime, I just have to wonder how I got casted for Looney Tunes.
I don't like myself either. There are some difficulties about this weekend that I'm likely just stuck with forever. It is horrible to be me. I just do the best I can every day, while society tells me it's not good enough.
