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sennashi_doreiThe internet won't connect in a way that deleted my entire post just now, so let me just remain in detention here.
The police keep showing up when I go for walks. A guy on a scooter came within 2 feet of me zooming by. The police have arrested me, so no trust there. I am regularly dealing with chest pains. I have chest pains even when I am laying down sometimes, and going for walks is supposed to be helpful, why are the police harassing me for trying to stay healthy?
The police obviously are viewing their job as to harass disabled people.
I got some very nice stuff to work with, so at least that is nice, but I'm tired of chest pains. I have another doctor's appointment next week, so... something to look forward to? This is a horrible life, and admitting that definitely doesn't make me mentally ill. If you get heart surgery, you are going to have a bad time. That's not mental illness, it's physical illness.
The police keep showing up when I go for walks. A guy on a scooter came within 2 feet of me zooming by. The police have arrested me, so no trust there. I am regularly dealing with chest pains. I have chest pains even when I am laying down sometimes, and going for walks is supposed to be helpful, why are the police harassing me for trying to stay healthy?
The police obviously are viewing their job as to harass disabled people.
I got some very nice stuff to work with, so at least that is nice, but I'm tired of chest pains. I have another doctor's appointment next week, so... something to look forward to? This is a horrible life, and admitting that definitely doesn't make me mentally ill. If you get heart surgery, you are going to have a bad time. That's not mental illness, it's physical illness.
