The pool is open!!!
Jun. 30th, 2025 05:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiBut I haven't gone yet!! heh.
We stopped by today just to see, and sure enough, they were open! Unfortunately, our schedule is busy for a few days, so it'll take a minute to get there, but by the end of the week, swimming should be happening!
Suddenly, my feet have started hurting very badly, and walking isn't really great right now. I had a doctor visit last week, and they said plantar fasciitis! I am hoping that being at the pool will help solve the problem. I might talk to a foot doctor, but I'm scared of them too.
Because I had surgery to fix this problem and it worked... it is as if surgery must be the solution every time. Like, I'm dealing with chest pains for probably at least a year now, maybe upwards of 2-3... and I am terrified that I am headed back to the operating table. I am talking to people on the internet, many that actually have had multiple open heart surgeries, and I've long been convinced that I'd be one of them, since my first surgery... well, the doctors aren't talking to me like I'm getting surgery, and others around me don't think it's going to happen.. I'm trying to remain optimistic.. I'm upset that I'm living with chest pains, and I really just want resolution. I had chest pains I think similar to this before I got my first surgery.
I lived my whole life with a heart condition where I had no chest pains: but I did have shortness of breath problems, and pretty palpitation issues also. I do some heavy breaths here and there, but my shortness of breath and palpitation problems are now mostly resolved, there are ways that I definitely still feel healthier than before the surgery, so.. that's nice.. but chest pains are not, and I don't know what's going to happen, and that's scary.
I think there's some version of cardiomyopathy going on, I've never gotten the doctors to specifically say that term, but I have gotten them to agree through symptoms that it's part of what's going on.
This blog.. I talk so much about walking, but I'm convinced I do less of it than the average person, there's just only so much that I can do. But walking is an interesting and fun activity!! I really want to be doing different and fun activities, and I'm looking for social situations that make sense.
Origami is still going great. I'm doing new models many days, and there are several pieces that I'm trying to memorize. Beginning to think about animals: it's not beginning, I've long wondered if I'd really end up there.. still isn't happening just yet, other than just a few. But, very cool things are being made.
We stopped by today just to see, and sure enough, they were open! Unfortunately, our schedule is busy for a few days, so it'll take a minute to get there, but by the end of the week, swimming should be happening!
Suddenly, my feet have started hurting very badly, and walking isn't really great right now. I had a doctor visit last week, and they said plantar fasciitis! I am hoping that being at the pool will help solve the problem. I might talk to a foot doctor, but I'm scared of them too.
Because I had surgery to fix this problem and it worked... it is as if surgery must be the solution every time. Like, I'm dealing with chest pains for probably at least a year now, maybe upwards of 2-3... and I am terrified that I am headed back to the operating table. I am talking to people on the internet, many that actually have had multiple open heart surgeries, and I've long been convinced that I'd be one of them, since my first surgery... well, the doctors aren't talking to me like I'm getting surgery, and others around me don't think it's going to happen.. I'm trying to remain optimistic.. I'm upset that I'm living with chest pains, and I really just want resolution. I had chest pains I think similar to this before I got my first surgery.
I lived my whole life with a heart condition where I had no chest pains: but I did have shortness of breath problems, and pretty palpitation issues also. I do some heavy breaths here and there, but my shortness of breath and palpitation problems are now mostly resolved, there are ways that I definitely still feel healthier than before the surgery, so.. that's nice.. but chest pains are not, and I don't know what's going to happen, and that's scary.
I think there's some version of cardiomyopathy going on, I've never gotten the doctors to specifically say that term, but I have gotten them to agree through symptoms that it's part of what's going on.
This blog.. I talk so much about walking, but I'm convinced I do less of it than the average person, there's just only so much that I can do. But walking is an interesting and fun activity!! I really want to be doing different and fun activities, and I'm looking for social situations that make sense.
Origami is still going great. I'm doing new models many days, and there are several pieces that I'm trying to memorize. Beginning to think about animals: it's not beginning, I've long wondered if I'd really end up there.. still isn't happening just yet, other than just a few. But, very cool things are being made.
