木曜日ジアーズと折り紙
Jul. 10th, 2025 09:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiToday is starting out pretty good. When I did the 10 mile thing in one day last Fall... I had 3 weeks where I was scared to walk much. I felt exhausted in a way where my body said "even though I'm glad I did that... I'm definitely not acclimated to it." And it was nice in some ways... those 3 following weeks, I didn't have chest pains or problems, and I just relaxed greatly for 3 weeks.
It makes you feel lazy though. If I'd've just paced myself, maybe I could have gotten 5 miles done, and then had energy to do 5 miles another day, which actually is regular for me sometimes, and then I could have gotten in more other weeks... but it is entirely dependent on if the drop of energy after the walk is actually related to the exercise, which maybe it wasn't? I was not stressed at all doing 10 miles that day.
Anyway, yesterday's exhaustion was similar to those 3 weeks, and I was scared I might already be done with the pool, even having only just started.
Today, the skies are dark. Maybe if I'm lucky, the pool will be open even though. I feel up for it, it is not those 3 weeks! There are calls for bad weather both today and tomorrow, no fun.
I also decided that I'm taking next Wednesday off most likely.. the day before my trip, I want to conserve some energy, because there's a pretty nice list of things to do while I'm up that way!
Sometimes, I really want to be an olympics person, the best of the best... I think it's partially an internet thing, because you see all the super people doing super things. Sometimes I feel like I already must be: I don't think that anywhere even near .5% of the human population receives heart surgery in the early 20s, so I'm very "a league of their own." I know I'm not the only one, but talk about rarities, that's where I'm at.
So it's like: "What are you training for?" And the picture gets distorted in really weird ways, because I'm convinced that the average person my age can do absolutely everything I do, and with ease.
It makes you feel lazy though. If I'd've just paced myself, maybe I could have gotten 5 miles done, and then had energy to do 5 miles another day, which actually is regular for me sometimes, and then I could have gotten in more other weeks... but it is entirely dependent on if the drop of energy after the walk is actually related to the exercise, which maybe it wasn't? I was not stressed at all doing 10 miles that day.
Anyway, yesterday's exhaustion was similar to those 3 weeks, and I was scared I might already be done with the pool, even having only just started.
Today, the skies are dark. Maybe if I'm lucky, the pool will be open even though. I feel up for it, it is not those 3 weeks! There are calls for bad weather both today and tomorrow, no fun.
I also decided that I'm taking next Wednesday off most likely.. the day before my trip, I want to conserve some energy, because there's a pretty nice list of things to do while I'm up that way!
Sometimes, I really want to be an olympics person, the best of the best... I think it's partially an internet thing, because you see all the super people doing super things. Sometimes I feel like I already must be: I don't think that anywhere even near .5% of the human population receives heart surgery in the early 20s, so I'm very "a league of their own." I know I'm not the only one, but talk about rarities, that's where I'm at.
So it's like: "What are you training for?" And the picture gets distorted in really weird ways, because I'm convinced that the average person my age can do absolutely everything I do, and with ease.
