I am stupid.

[sennashi_dorei]

Planning on spending just the afternoon with my mom. Sometimes I feel like I am not with her enough, other times, I feel like I need more time to myself. But she is sick right now, so it is very easy to want to be with her every day to help her get better. Of course I worry she is moving into old age where she really needs more help.

I am missing adrenaline, excitement. Currently sitting in the coffee shop... I could be laying down all morning until I visit mom, or visit her early in the morning, but I figure it is reasonable to hold off a bit, and also be up a bit.

It just feels stupid to sit in front of my computer in the morning, when I will already be able to do that visiting my mother. This is why I am missing so much excitement.

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[sennashi_dorei]

Yesterday I walked over 3 miles. I walked home from the visit.