Scared of bad health but doing ok mostly.

[sennashi_dorei]

Currently, I am a little scared that I was just on some upswing, and I'm going to fall back to bad health. It is entirely possible, maybe even likely. I feel so precarious today, and I am so exhausted from so many of my conversations with people being: "just do more." Or: "I hope someone knocks you out of consciousness soon." Which several of the messages that I have received in the past 24 hours could be translated to with little stretching.

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[sennashi_dorei]

There are a ton of drivers on the road that actually do belong in jail, and off the roads, they either have no idea how to drive, or are actually ok with nearly hitting pedestrian: vehicles driving close enough to me that I can kick their car, with them probably going over 15 mph.

[sennashi_dorei]

Literally, some vehicle sneaked up behind me on a street with no sidewalks due to snow, have no alert at all and drove past me less than 2 feet away at a reasonably highly than kosher speed. I was already angry that this happened, when suddenly more cars were coming behind me: I signaled at them to not drive close to me while also yelling it because who is not going to be yelling after almost getting hit by one car like that? The next vehicle did not listen at all, I kicked their car while they drove past me: I didn't have to take a single step to get close enough to do it, there was no space behind me to go with the snow bank, and they felt it was kosher to drive by a pedestrian at that speed. I was in the right to kick their car to prove how close they were driving by a pedestrian: those two drivers, making at least 5 more belong in a jail cell for a few days with their drivers license revoked for a few years.

[sennashi_dorei]

CORRECTED FROM EARLIER: Literally, some vehicle sneaked up behind me on a street with no sidewalks due to snow, had no alert at all and drove past me less than 2 feet away at a reasonably higher than kosher speed. I was already angry that this happened, when suddenly more cars were coming behind me: I signaled at them to not drive close to me while also yelling it because who is not going to be yelling after almost getting hit by one car like that? The next vehicle did not listen at all, I kicked their car while they drove past me: I didn't have to take a single step to get close enough to do it, there was no space behind me to go behind me because of the snow bank, and they felt it was kosher to drive by a pedestrian at that speed. I was in the right to kick their car to prove how close they were driving by a pedestrian: what the hell is wrong with everyone?

Dreamwidth has some weird thing happening right now where I can't easily correct my posts. I'm just leaving the one above as a timestamp for what happened, and placing the correct version here just because. I hope the correction process gets fixed soon.
#mostannoyingpersonontheplanet

[sennashi_dorei]

My life is so heavily just people treating me badly and saying: "just be ok with it."