Ah, fun day.

I'll finally be returning this geometry book this week. Taking out a chemistry book this time. Looking at various blogs, I see people reading TONS of random books that should be for fun. I guess I look at them from time to time. But I really set out earlier in my time frame with the goal of working on the stuff I'm doing now. I'll probably read a fiction book at some point again, but it's just not where my focus is right now. Have a nice day y'all.

Yep, everything I find in research supports what I've been saying all along.

An abstract about pain.

"Pain has been defined as an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage [1]. Conditions of insensitivity to pain are usually discovered before the age of 20 [2], because the absence of any reaction to avoid noxious stimulation results in injuries. In this context, pain and the perception of pain are not isolated phenomena, but parts of regulatory systems that protect the individual against violations of homeostasis. The second aspect of pain is that it disturbs the normal sensory state of a living being. The normal state can be regarded as the normosensoperceptive condition to be maintained in the physiological range by means of various cooperative and coordinated mechanisms (sensory homeostasis)."

Basically states that pain can kill a person. TISSUE DAMAGE!! I keep saying nervous system. Eh.

I feel awesome today. If I look back in time to my 20s, just after my surgery.. I feel better.. I feel better than I ever remember. And if I felt this way every day, I would have no problems. And the fact that I am dealing with my various societal issues is everyone else's discrimination against me. It is fascism. And therapy doesn't fix physical pain.