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headache back a bit. my 勇気 points are only so high sometimes. Ah well.

It's so nice outside.

My headache is back, but outside is so nice. The fog is thick. It is raining, and there is a bright light coming from across town, but not downtown.

My head hurts, ah well. At least it's not my chest: my chest hurt earlier today, and I decided that if I didn't go for a walk, I would hate myself, and sure enough, I went for a walk, and my chest pain cleared! I can be happy when that happens... I also worry.. I get to this place where it's like... the walking really does alleviate it sometimes, and then I think I'll have to walk endlessly until the rest of my body breaks.

Not a bad day. We listened to random old music, stuff we've been listening to in small doses, but in a larger today.

Times wrapping up here, I guess. I just feel so out of control of my own life. Aren't adults supposed to be able to make decisions for ourselves? Why am I not being allowed to? I hate my life, because everyone thinks that disabled people are your pets.