social media, why.

The past day, I went back to IG. I used to have a great amount of origami that I followed, but I don't have that anymore. When you get heart surgery, you stop being a citizen. You get thrown out of humanity itself.

Literally, all that humanity is, is groups of people, getting together, saying "we're a g(overnment/ang) and disreguarding anyone they want to. I hate being alive because everyone acts like their actions mean nothing. I'm dealing with pretty regular small bursts of chest pains, so you say, "well they're only small! you're just fine."

I'm so done. IG is now a hospital for me. Nothing but doctors and patients. I didn't ask it to be that, and my own personal account has very little medical stuff going on. I haven't actually talked there like I do here. WTF?

I feel insulted because I'm being looked at as nothing more than my condition. I feel hurt because I'm always feccing hurt. and meanwhile, I really should be living in a hospital, actually I should just be dead. You fecctards seem to agree, because you are treating me like I already am.

At the ER again!

A very nice MD day at the doctor's. IG is basically now an online hospital for me, doctors and patients. They are showing me things ranging from prosthetics, and plenty of people in the amputated arm community. Myself as an HSR, I have my solidarities there. I don't think I'll actually lose my arm, but I'm unsure what to do with it.