At the ER again!

[sennashi_dorei]

A very nice MD day at the doctor's. IG is basically now an online hospital for me, doctors and patients. They are showing me things ranging from prosthetics, and plenty of people in the amputated arm community. Myself as an HSR, I have my solidarities there. I don't think I'll actually lose my arm, but I'm unsure what to do with it.

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[sennashi_dorei]

Today really ended up being one of my favourite year endings I've had.

The hospital still isn't really doing much. I have received no medical imaging on my arm. It's doing insanely better than it was on Dec 2nd/3rd. Then I watch these insta videos of this person who had their arm amputated, scheduled date for it to be severed, and she shows videos of the days leading up to the severment, and she had really full control and utility of the arm even up to it being removed, so that seriously concerns me a bit.

Heart surgery recipients have been known to end up with amputations: I knew it internally without research, and I checked the internet, and the internet agrees/verifies... except that I have never met a heart surgery recipient that has received an amputation... so my proof level is less than 100%.

The hospital is disgusting in how it is handling me. There are arguments being thrown around that hospitals are supposed to be in charge of housing situations for people.. on the one hand, I'm like, whatever, and on the other, that's like a forever outpatient situation. They gave me another recommendation for a clinic that I've both been to and been insulted at. Thye keep telling me what my problem is from what they are reading on a screen, and not listening to my complaints. I have never seen any proof of what they say my problems are, so I'm pretty fed up.

But, I had a great MD time, and afterwards we went for fast food, and then my recent Saturday routine.

I just wish that people appreciated how much my life sucks because of chest pains, and were making efforts for my life to be decent, instead of treating me like cattle.