friday five

[sennashi_dorei]

1. What did you want to be when you were a kid? A veterinarian, and I wanted to travel.

2. What is your proudest accomplishment so far? Even though I love my origami, I still like to look back at my teaching years. I feel hated for who I am because of my health struggles, so I don't really like being alive, because in my opinion, at 40, I should be thriving with opportunities, going places that I am having fun going to, talking to people that are friends, being happy. And instead, every day, I worry that the police are going to lock me up again, or that I'm going to get a second heart surgery, and my chest technically feels way better than I thought it would, which is great, but I'm still not doing great.

3. What is your dream job? I have my dream job: I make origami. What's wrong? I'm not getting paid for it.

4. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Probably in jail, or hopefully dead. I hate being alive, you are all horrible people for how my every day is going. I can't make that feeling stop, and I wish I could. But, it is never not going to be a crime to put a heart surgery recipient in a jail cell: and meanwhile: how many other crimes have been committed against me that are just being let go? I have no idea what the police are being paid for, because they definitely are not working. Not for sick people: they are fascist, and it is a problem, and I do wish i were dead.

5. What does it take to make you happy? doing origami, going for walks where I have a nice time, having friends and community, and being able to do stuff for others that doesn't severely hurt my body.

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[sennashi_dorei]

technically speaking, you could give me the most ideal conditions, and i would still get angry, because heart disease is like that. You probably think I'm trying to make excuses for getting angry, but you really have no idea what heart disease is. I wish i were dead.