Why bother, per usual.

[sennashi_dorei]

I don't feel well. Chest pains are the norm. I can't imagine why I ever tried to pretend that I could have a "regular" life, where I might have regular things going on. If I tried to talk about anything else, yes I can find pleasant things to say, but members of society want to argue that I don't deserve quality living, and why should I have to deal with that?