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[sennashi_dorei]

Basically just not having the best time being alive. I had 2 days in a row of not feeling well, and today I am finally feeling better and it still isn't going well. I am excited to go for a long walk today while tryyyyying to convince myself that my mom is on my side, and finding it impossible. I keep saying to myself: "she is my mom, she has to be on my side!" And I cannot make it stick. I am struggling with my standard blood pressure issues even though I had a very nice morning making a few efforts to enjoy Saturday. I am tired of my bad health.

Funny note of the day: there is an arcade that I enjoy sometimes, but today, going for a walk absolutely sounds more fun than the arcade. Somehow, I actually became an outdoorsy kind of person: I DEFINITELY did not expect that when I was little lol.