Techno usage and the phobia or caution, jump right in and get your heart cut.

[sennashi_dorei]

I'm in a difficult position. Growing up had this focus on limited techno usage sometimes. I feel like I'm supposed to fight this and connect with people. I'm not tired. I know if I leave the room, I'm not able to beneficially help. I'd love to be hanging out with people. I feel like I'm supposed to fight my anxiety about connecting on a new platform, and see if folks are on. But I don't want to be there, honestly. I want to be sleeping, knowing that tomorrow has a better chance of being ok. So I'm taking the middle ground, and writing a journal entry about how difficult technology usage in 2024 is (for a heart surgery recipient).