Feeling awesome.

[sennashi_dorei]

This weekend, I walked 10 miles in a single day! I don't think it's an all-time best for me, have done some great treks in the past, but nothing quite that long so recently. It would be cool to do that every so often, but we'll see how goes. Health has been feeling great for something like at least a week now, so I'm happy about that. Still worth complaining about economic exclusion. Applied for a bunch of jobs yesterday and today, all in the area I'm currently in, since the move hasn't happened yet, and I'm not really sure if it will, ah well. Not completely unhappy where I am, though who knows how long it will last, very frustrated about nonstabilities occurring, and how completely meaningless everything is being treated to be. I worked very hard at my education and career, and felt like that is supposed to mean something.

想像を使って書くのは昔から難しかったです。物語を描くのは楽しそうですが、出来ないと思います！どうしょうもなくて、取り合えず空の方へ見て、「行こうよ！」と考えています。

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[sennashi_dorei]

I mean, did you want a Labyrinth mini story? Because I read one of those recently, and it wasn't a complete waste of time, but this writing is enjoyable!

[sennashi_dorei]

The feeling that "I don't have enough time" comes around every now and then. There's things I might like to do today, and I try to tell myself: "I do have enough time!" Just meandering through the day, did a few important feeling things, and then am taking it easy. Excited for a nice mid afternoon treat, yesterday was truly a happy day. Today attempts to recreate it, who knows if it looks the same. I wonder if I'll make it for a walk today, or if I'll get the studies done that I want to. Why not do either of those things right now? Time to simply be. Oh well, where are your ultrasound of the heart reading capabilities at? If they're above 0, I might like to talk to you right now lol.

**the demeanment of patients**

Like a doctor doesn't learn from the patient's damaged body which literally goes through pain to explain how it shouldn't be in pain. Life is completely pointless with everything that is regularly happening. There's nothing mentally ill about being upset when you are in pain and being treated horribly. Society and humans are just awful and pitiful.