2 AM sharp pains

[sennashi_dorei]

I've had a great night's sleep very often recently. Unfortunately, I woke up at 2 AM with several jolts of sharp pain in my chest. I was glad that it passed very quickly, and was not a heart attack, which I'm constantly scared of. Generally speaking, I'm at about 2 weeks of good to great health. I had one day where I had some random jolts of pain throughout the day, and this incident just tonight also. Given that there can be entire days where I feel seriously not well, and also the levels of severity that are currently not being reached, this month is going pretty great other than how pathetic humans are.

In truly non-fascist society, sick people are prioritized to create equality for them. That's definitely not occurring, and no, I really don't need to be the center of attention, and yes, every single human should have housing. I think it's truly pathetic, the level that things have broken down to. This is just literal, actual terrorism.

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[sennashi_dorei]

I'm not feeling too great today. Not too terrible, sort of greatly emotionally disturbed. I feel ranging between incredibly to just a little fragile, wavering. I was reading over my recent posts, and came to this one. The memory of even just these few short seconds is still worse than the general norm of how I'm currently feeling, and on the whole, I feel like I remember currently feeling worse than I did after those few short jolts ending.