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[sennashi_dorei]

I was surprised that they allowed me to go to Japan. I thought there might be some sort of restriction where it might not be possible, but that turned out not to be the case.

My health wasn't going to be great now regardless of if I left or not, I already could tell that, I just figured it would be nice to have some epic adventure as best I could muster up, and that really worked out.

I miss it there sometimes. It's... I have no idea why I'm back here some days. This is definitely too far back for so many people.

Today is my worst health day of October so far. A pretty good run, but it could only last so long. The pain is not that bad over all, but it's definitely enough.

Sirens keep going off, and I'm offended because I'm literally being captured and detained, and they think this doesn't make it worse.

My life is literally a living hell. Way too many people believe in the criminalization of bad health: you are literally just a fascist for the things you say.

People with bad health are not bad people, we have bad health which roughly means that we have bad lives. And everyone has such a great tendency to make it worse. So many factors are contributing to how bad everything is right now. I'm just trying to fight and do something different or the same, who knows which.

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[sennashi_dorei]

You can probably already guess that I anticipate that my painscale looks different for other people. I would imagine that other people would call what I'm currently going through at least a 4, but you will never get it, unless you do, and then I can do nothing but feel sorry for you, like I do for myself.