Digital migration

[sennashi_dorei]

Sometimes I spend time here on this website. Looking at random journals, or whatever else. This website has a certain style for most of the content that is very old skool compared to many other social media websites.

I often want to leave FB because I see it as the walmart-ization of the interwebs, but the network is such that it's not happening easily, and maybe that's ok. It's not the worst place, but their ads are horrible recently.

I spent some time away, and I just do that sometimes. Keep wanting to find new places to check out, and there are other websites that are ok too. Who knows what it is that keeps someone in one loop versus out of another.

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Today, I'm doing what I can to sort of take it easy for now, though I made several tentative plans. I'm still frustrated that there is no government, and that slavery of disabled people is the reality. I wish I were dead.

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[sennashi_dorei]

My arms are mostly feeling fine. But I don't feel OK to fold. I hate my body because it doesn't really feel capable of doing much. I think if I wanted to, I could make myself walk several miles today, but I'm opting not to do that. I am finding some things to do, but my arms were hurt very badly last week. Trying to talk to doctors didn't get me many answers. Now I just feel scared to do many of the usual things that I do.