Happy New Years!
Jan. 13th, 2025 05:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sennashi_doreiIt's been absolutely great so far. For NYE, I went to BSFS and had a great time. I have never gone there for new years eve before, but I have been there for other holidays. New year's transition wasn't quite the best, I've been having some MHI, decided to go to the hospital on Jan 1st. Basically, no matter what I go to the hospital for, if I don't complain or have complaints registered about some of the pains I've dealt with over the past year, it would seriously be criminal. So even though I went there partially for something else.. I listed my arm problems, and my chest problems. Actually, I'm a little convinced that my MHI might be at least partially related to the health care community disregarding the problems I've been having. But I finally got some resolution there! They put me in for about 2 weeks. I finally got on a medicine I've been wanting to try for a while. Funnily, I wanted to try it for my heart, but they prescribed it for my arm! I have had just about no chest pains at all since the beginning of the year. I think it is related to taking it easy: so you say: "now you know you can't exercise(so much)" ..you might be PARTIALLY right, but there's a level you might not know much about, especially if you were to look at my life about 2-3 years ago.
My arm is feeling super great. Still a tiny bit of strain sometimes, but I can basically treat it as normal. I have had problems with it even outside of folding particularly over the past year. If you are just tuning in and looking at my journal now, you'd probably be surprised to know: These past few weeks, I have talked very little about my chest or the surgery at all! IRL, it is often much like that, I don't talk about it as much elsewhere as I do here, and I may turn it off here sometime eventually too, especially if the pain stays died down, that would be awesome.
あけましておめでとう！！！
My arm is feeling super great. Still a tiny bit of strain sometimes, but I can basically treat it as normal. I have had problems with it even outside of folding particularly over the past year. If you are just tuning in and looking at my journal now, you'd probably be surprised to know: These past few weeks, I have talked very little about my chest or the surgery at all! IRL, it is often much like that, I don't talk about it as much elsewhere as I do here, and I may turn it off here sometime eventually too, especially if the pain stays died down, that would be awesome.
あけましておめでとう！！！
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Date: 2025-04-21 11:47 pm (UTC)I'm still struggling here. I even forgot about so much of this. They didn't give me a regular prescription to the medicine that may have helped the arm, so I don't have that... I still have some left, but I'm scared to take it. I was once put on a mental health med that gave me a seizure. My trust levels with doctors went way down after that: I never dealt with seizures, only heart problems. Those doctors should probably be sued for mal practice.. and in that seizure, my right arm was dislocated, which is why my right arm has so many problems now.
So, the new medicine, which I was hoping might help my arm.. is another neuro medicine. I particularly wanted to try it, because I think I have nervous system problems sometimes. The doctors agreed, and gave me the prescript.. but I went on it, and one day, I felt like I might have a seizure, so I stopped taking it. I don't have regular enough appointments with the doctors to confront this, so I'm stuck with arm pain. Even if I wanted to trust the medicine, I would run out, and I don't have a continuous supply. I would really want to see doctors pretty regularly, if they wanted to really try it out.. but I really would love some solution to these arm pains, and it is interesting to look back, and see that I was dealing with a resolution... but I am scared of seizures.